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] crazy shit [ [ mood | crazy ] [ music | Sonique ~ It feels so good ] one more day of exams! YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I HAVE BEEN A JUNIOR FOR A YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!DAMMIT...well it made up for me being a sophomore for less...but I need to get some rest. BUT NOOOOOOOO! I'm taking summer school and finishing chemistry. plus i'm taking online classes for Health instead of taking it full time in school next year.PLUS i'm still waiting for my SAT results. I want to just fall down and die right now. BUT I'm so full of energy that I can't understand... its so shittable. ahahaha. I don't think listening to techno music helps to lower my raging hormones either. I want to go to a STRIP CLUB and see some hot shit!hot shit hotshit!!!!! ok. weirdfulness.... as soon as i get to illinois. i'm gonna fucking drink my ass off or something like that. i'm going crazy now. you're welcome LOVES IT SAY IT

] summer [ 9 SAY IT

] countdown [ [ music | a sorta fairytale ~ tori amos ] 10 days. SAY IT

] summer... [ [ mood | tired ] [ music | rebellion(lies) ~ the arcade fire ] 2 more weeks... SAY IT

] vf junkie. [ [ mood | bored ] [ music | three days grace ~ i hate everything about you ] finally spring break!!!!!!!!! ahh. welcomed respite from school. i just realized that i'm literally going to school for a year...A WHOLE FUCKING YEAR!...the whole 12 months instead of just 10...wow...i must be really bored with school now...which i am. just a few more weeks before summer break. i can do this. anyway i've been just bumming around the whole week. MONDAY-slept till 9...wow. woke up. ate breakfast. ate lunch. slept again. watched tyra and ellen. took a bath. ate din-oh wait i didnt eat dinner. chatted with chi 'til like i dunno. rediscovered vf and got hooked. TUESDAY-slept till 9 again. woke up. ate breakfast. listened to dandy warhols and three days grace again and again. didnt eat lunch. watched oprah's special report on american schools in crisis(DROPOUT NATION). didnt eat dinner. went online on vf and rated like a whore. read time's issue called DROPOUT NATION. slept. WEDNESDAY-slept till like...5. ate breakfast. took a bath. went with my mom to the school she teaches in to get some service hours. stayed there for a loong time helping with the 1st graders. 1st graders are the shit man. ate lunch. looked after some kids ranging from 8th grade til pre-k. went to broward mall. went home. ate dinner. slept. THURSDAY-slept til 9. ate breakfast. read a harry/draco fic. ate lunch. went online (vf again). didnt eat dinner. still online... yea i still AM online...i didnt know vf would be this addicting.wow.anyway i havent taken a bath yet and i still need to do the dishes.damn.ohh...yea. my mom bought me new chucks. they're blue hi-tops...haha yea! i really needed new shoes coz i fuckin need to walk home almost everyday. i'm actually getting a FUCKING TAN!!!!!!!!!!!argh. i hate florida. i want to go to illinois and STAY THERE...urgh. and i still need to fix up for my SATs...grrr... life sucks now more than ever. but hey i still look good.LOL LOVES IT SAY IT

] [ [ mood | high... ] [ music | You were the last high ~ The Dandy Warhols ] Opening credits:"Come as you are" - Nirvana Waking up:"Don't look back" - Telepopmusik Average day: "Carcrashes" - Standfast First date: "Girl's not grey" - AFI Falling in love:"Why can't I" - Liz Phair Love scene: "Kiss me" - Sixpence none the richer (hehe) Fight scene: "The Hand that Feeds" - Nine Inch Nails Breaking up: "You were the Last High" - The Dandy Warhols Getting back together: "Heaven beside you" - Alice in chains (I don't believe in getting back with an ex...hehehe) Life's okay: "Sex and candy" - Marcy Playground Mental breakdown: "Over my head" - The Fray Driving: "My Favourite Game" - The Cardigans Learning a lesson: "Suddenly I see" - KT Tunstall Deep thought: "Loser" - Beck Flashback: "Here's to the Night" - Eve 6 Partying: "Get Fucked" - Bad Cabbage Happy dance: "Maureen" - Fountains of Wayne Regretting: "Bad Day" - Daniel Powter Long night alone: "Is Anybody Home?" - Our Lady Peace Death scene: "Angel" - Sarah Mclachlan Closing credits: "The Leaving Song" - AFI SAY IT

] yea. [ [ music | standfast - carcrashes ] hehehe. tagged by my wonderful father _irishspring_...so here it is. 7 ANGRY THINGS: 1. I HATE MY SCHOOL WITH A PASSION. 2. aside from that I'm getting small pimples on my neck...IT LOOKS LIKE A FUCKING HICKEY!!! 3. sad thing is...no one made that hickey...get it?!! bwahahahaha...nevermind. 4. I'm quoting my bro chi here..."I HAVE NOT BEEN LAID YET"...but soon...wehihihihihi 5. ...I got really angry when my mom said that its gonna be hard for me to leave when I go to college...WELL WHAT DO THEY KNOW?!!!I'm actually willing to do everything it takes so I CAN LEAVE!!! YA HEAR!!!LEAVE!!!grr. 6. people are fucking RUDE. 7. I NEED A RELEASE. 7 HAPPY THINGS: 1. well...good thing is that SPRING BREAK is coming up in a week and we might(big might right there)go to orlando and go to DISNEYLAND!!! weee. 2. 2 MORE MONTHS BEFORE SUMMER!(I'm soo ready for summer) 3. we're going back to Illinois for summer break...i'll be there the whole time...and you know who's there *wink wink* LOL 4. I live right next to a mall...and I have easy access to hot topic. 5. ...hmm...ONE MORE YEAR OF HIGHSCHOOL! 6. I'm turning 18 and I'll finally be legal!!! in the Philippines... 7. I'm still alive. hoyea. I got tagged twice with this one. I was tagged by my bro using my other lj so I have another one to make...whehehehehe I'm tagging...sorry I don't know how to link this. _dismalshadow fire_starter90 battousai_24 little_fro dreamfreak batangsupergirl LOVES IT SAY IT

] hey. [ I have a classmate who looks like the male version of Bel. it's so funny. LOVES IT SAY IT

] friday, march 11 2006 [ the Perfectionist Test finished! you chose CZ - your Enneagram type is ONE. "I do everything the right way" Perfectionists are realistic, conscientious, and principled. They strive to live up to their high ideals. How to Get Along with Me Take your share of the responsibility so I don't end up with all the work. Acknowledge my achievements. I'm hard on myself. Reassure me that I'm fine the way I am. Tell me that you value my advice. Be fair and considerate, as I am. Apologize if you have been unthoughtful. It will help me to forgive. Gently encourage me to lighten up and to laugh at myself when I get uptight, but hear my worries first. What I Like About Being a One being self-disciplined and able to accomplish a great deal working hard to make the world a better place having high standards and ethics; not compromising myself being reasonable, responsible, and dedicated in everything I do being able to put facts together, coming to good understandings, and figuring out wise solutions being the best I can be and bringing out the best in other people What's Hard About Being a One being disappointed with myself or others when my expectations are not met feeling burdened by too much responsibility thinking that what I do is never good enough not being appreciated for what I do for people being upset because others aren't trying as hard as I am obsessing about what I did or what I should do being tense, anxious, and taking things too seriously Ones as Children Often criticize themselves in anticipation of criticism from others refrain from doing things that they think might not come out perfect focus on living up to the expectations of their parents and teachers are very responsible; may assume the role of parent hold back negative emotions ("good children aren't angry") Ones as Parents teach their children responsibility and strong moral values are consistent and fair discipline firmly Renee Baron & Elizabeth Wagele The Enneagram Made Easy Discover the 9 Types of People HarperSanFrancisco, 1994, 161 pages You liked the test? so please RATE it... but remember! it had only two questions!!! ;-) You are not completely happy with the result?! You chose CZ Would you rather have chosen: AZ (THREE) BZ (FIVE) CX (TWO) CY (SIX) My test tracked 2 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 0% on ABC You scored higher than 0% on XYZ Link: The Quick and Painless ENNEAGRAM Test written by felk on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test SAY IT

] Is Anybody Home? [ [ mood | drained ] [ music | Our Lady Peace ~ Is Anybody Home ] <7:30 pm> I'm supposed to be doing homework...but here I am. Updating my journal while listening to Our Lady Peace - Is Anybody Home. It's officially summer in the Philippines...so yea. My mom just talked with my counselor a while ago and she said that he can now fix my fucked up credits so I know what subjects I'll take next year...I signed up for an online course for health...so I wouldn't take it as an extra shit class next year...and I just found out that I failed Spanish and Advanced Algebra I think...I'm not sure...but what the hell anyway. <7:35> Yea...I wonder how my life went this way...I could remember when I was in 7th grade...I always thought that I'll be finishing in Poveda...then going to college in Ateneo or UP...but look where I am...in Taravella in Florida for my junior year...trying to finish up my sophomore classes...looking through a half decent college with the shitty grades I've been getting... <7:40> I think I've evolved a new way of thinking...it's like I've lost all the feelings I have...It's as if I grew this wall...and I'm serious here...really...it surprised me when I found it out...I think it grows with every rejection I've had...I really don't want to fall anymore...and I think I won't ever... <7:45> I just want to grow up...get my own place...get the hell out of here...I'm just too tired of this all...I think I'm just growing old...I feel like an old hag...where are the carefree times?...times when I just used to fuck around with my friends...when I'd think of something crazy and actually make up plans to do it...but I never did... the harsh realities of life suddenly hit me so bad... <7:50> I'm just living everday...I never want to go look at the future and find that I have to live another year being a fucking dependent...I don't want to love because I don't know if anyone will love me back...I don't want to dream...because dreams just don't come true in the end. I'm sick of everything... I'm sick of this life. I'm just so tired now... <8:00 pm> LOVES IT SAY IT

] my new role model [ [ mood | calm ] [ music | kuki ~ shiina ringo ] i wanna be like shane mccutcheon of the L word. LOVES IT SAY IT

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